More Waiting... How Much More Waiting...

ok... i'm confused... i'm confused of how i feel between mi n him... since he booked out on fri... i m pissed... sat oso pissed... even 2dae oso... i duno y... i felt so tired meeting him... its not i dun wan to meet him.. but.. ... i duno... realli duno... i missed him... i waiting for him to book out every week... for 5 days... but i din realise tat even he booked out le... i still haf to wait for him... for him to meet mi.. for him to call mi... sometimes... he said i'll b there in 10mins... but... it will b 10 + 10 = 20mins...

todae whole morning was waiting for a call/msg from him... but nothing... when my fone suddenly rang... i tot finally... he called... but... my heart sank when i saw the msg was not frm him... it realli hurts... even we sort of made up... but... still... there's an aching feeling inside...

now... my feelings are very complex... i shld sae... i dun even noe howi feel now... angry? pissed? hurt? confused? happy? upset? i duno.... realli wish to find a wall and bang right into it...

to all pple who noe mi.... i can haf patience... but... plz.. dun test it... i can wait for u... but... i dun like the waiting process... i hate it... so plz... plz... dun like mi wait... dun....